the turn

Once, I knocked on a neighbor’s door after he made wild, angry gestures from his porch. I had done the gross misdeed of using his driveway in order to back a tow trailer into mine. I parked, checked myself in the rearview mirror, walked across the street, and knocked. He looked shocked to see me standing in front of him. I held my hand out, made an introduction, then apologized. “It’s alright,” he stammered. All traces of upset left his eyes. “It’s an insurance thing.” Then, softly, “I get it. It’s hard with this narrow street.” We never spoke again, but I stopped worrying about the space I needed to take up, and I think he stopped worrying about his driveway. I think of this moment when I’m convinced my silence will keep the peace, when I’m afraid of the animal of the world. I imagine a car window, rolled all the way up, a face without a mouth behind it. I picture the too-sharp turn of the wheel, the tall hedges shaking from impact. I see the deep scratch on metal like a scar. No, the body keeps saying. There is another story. And I climb out of the place that poses as refuge, and I begin to tell it.

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Maya Stein is a Ninja poet, writing guide and creative adventuress. She has been a freelance writer and editor for more than 20 years and has self-published five books along with a handful of writing prompt booklets. Her latest books are “Grief Becomes You,” a collection of writings and photographs on the subject of loss from more than 60 contributors, and “The Poser: 38 Portraits Reimagined,” a full-color coffee table book of contemporary portrait re-enactments.
Maya facilitates workshops and retreats, live and online, and also works one-on-one with people interested in deepening their creative practice and bringing new work to fruition.
After a 7-year stint in suburban New Jersey, she is now happily ensconced in the wilds of mid-coast Maine in a house named Toad Hall.
You can connect with Maya on her website.

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