If God Had a Refrigerator, Your Picture Would Be On It

When I was younger I used to say “I’m so angry I could bark.” In truth, to this day I’m still not sure exactly what that means, but the other day I was so angry I could bark.

Who was I angry at? Myself? Well, I can always love myself more. My peeps? Nope, they rock the house. My family? No. So who was I so angry with that it made me want to scream and throw things?

I was mad at God. Yes, I said it! I was angry with God. There it is. Something that people usually only talk about in whispers. Now that the anger has passed, it seems rather funny to me. We are all under the impression that if we don’t feel positive, if we don’t feel the love and the joy, then we are (bleep!).

In one form or another, we have all been educated about the Law of Attraction. I love that this knowledge has become part of our lexicon, but now we are all monitoring how we feel and what we think. I have noticed that it can lead to fear. One of the fears I have experienced is: If I shared exactly how I was feeling with God, then I wouldn’t get what I want, need or desire.

Why was I so barking mad at God? I didn’t know. I wasn’t conscious of how I was feeling. After sitting down and asking myself some questions, I figured out that I was feeling frustrated at being human, annoyed at how complicated life seems to be and irritated that it seemed like I wasn’t getting what I wanted.

How was I to accept comfort from God without acknowledging to myself how I was feeling? So I stopped fighting the feelings I was having and just had them. I let the energy flow over me, sat down on my kitchen floor and said, “God, I am pissed off.”

Here’s what happened then: I instantly understood that this all-knowing divine power was just waiting for me to feel the support and love. That it was okay to be angry at God; and that holding back that feeling, trying to stuff it down into a place where no one would notice and I didn’t have to deal with it, was exactly what had been holding me back from receiving what I wanted, desired and needed.

There is a surging expansion happening NOW, and if you don’t allow yourself the space to feel what you need to; if you don’t allow that energy to move through you, your expansion is going to be a painful process. It doesn’t have to be that way.

The definition of unconditional love means ALL emotions are received without judgment. You need to express what you are feeling, without judging yourself or thinking that you should be feeling something else. Whatever you feel, let it move through you. A song needs all the notes of the scale to sound beautiful.

As I got up off the kitchen floor, I recalled the card a friend had sent me a while back. It said: “If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.” That made me smile from my Soul.

Jennifer Urezzio is a master intuitive and the founder and spiritual director of Know Soul’s Language. Soul Language is a way to consciously connect with your Soul that was received through Divine Guidance. Understanding your Soul Languages allows you to access your own Soul’s guidance to accept your value, be more confident, have more impact and grow into a stronger leader. You can learn more about Jennifer and Soul Language here.

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