In the basement of my parent’s home when I was growing up we had an upright piano
Abandoned by the previous owners
It was too heavy to move when they left
Reluctantly my family allowed it to stay
We were poor hosts
She claimed she always wanted another child
My mother insisted on music lessons for us even though the same thing had been forced on her
She blamed the piano
Instead I endured so many horrible years of flute lessons
Pretending to play by hovering my fingers above the keys were happily ended by braces on my teeth
I would sneak into the piano’s room and run my fingers down the keyboard like a jazz player
Certain keys responded with a dull, heavy, hollow sound
She was never in tune or repaired
We wrote on the keys in magic marker knowing that she couldn’t defend herself
My pet rabbits chewed on her legs
The veneer peeled off the side like dandruff due to a nervous condition
We would play records in the same basement room
Did she think proximity was akin to love?
She slumbered in silence taking up so much quiet space in the basement corner
I had forgotten about her until today
When she just popped into my head reflexively
Like when I think that I left the curling iron on in the bathroom
She currently resides in the haunted basement of my parent’s home
The focus of mother’s dementia is a young girl named Gemma who invades their basement at night to plant bombs, sell drugs, and generally torment her
Too bad Gemma doesn’t play the piano
It must be a conflict between art and terrorism




